Yesterday, our five-year-old dog bit me again. Not badly. Not the first time. But it brought back something I thought I had already buried.
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| February 13, 2025 Mickey's bite. |
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| Old bite of Molly. |
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Yesterday, our five-year-old dog bit me again. Not badly. Not the first time. But it brought back something I thought I had already buried.
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| February 13, 2025 Mickey's bite. |
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| Old bite of Molly. |
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“Another story to be told. It’s funny how the LGBT community screams for equality when they don’t even practice it toward everyone. We were cut in line. He even proudly said to the people in front of me, ‘Thaaank yooouuu, Kuuuyyyaa.’ We had already been there for several minutes. You could have just started over and queued behind us.
Acting educated by overusing slang English and trying to look aesthetic, yet being insensitive and foolish. There’s no reservation when you fall in line. It’s a first-come, first-served basis. It’s not my fault if you weren’t even ready to order at that moment. Damang-dama yung feeling sa SB—hindi naman bagay.”
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In addition to this thought, my brother told me that they could have probably left instructions with the people who were supposed to be in front of me—but my explanation was already loud and clear.
The first guy who intentionally cut the line was not there for a few minutes, and at that time, it wasn’t even queuing yet; we were the last in line.
“Konting utak at hiya man lang sana, noh—na wala nang validity yung pinaalam niyo, regardless kung ito’y totoo.”
Cringe and grimace were the feelings I had to control on Christmas Day. Their overly slang, pasosyal, and OA Taglish was actually nauseating. Like—God, please stop trying so hard to look aesthetic, because your manners and values are no longer aligned with what is considered a sossy place.
Funny how LGBT equality is screamed like a slogan, while basic courtesy and decency are treated as selective and conditional.
Have you ever tried risking your money on a new brand—especially one with a bizarre name for a gadget in modern times? The brand is NOTHING. Yes, that’s the actual brand name. We bought its sub-brand, CMF, similar to how Huawei has Honor.
Yep, you heard that right. 😂 It sounds like nothing serious at all.
We bought it on Lazada for ₱12,000, while mall shops sell it for ₱18,000. How fascinating is that?
We’ve been buying appliances from Lazada, and everything has gone well—no complaints, no issues and "all" is paid via COD. We’ve purchased an air fryer, a coffee maker, a 2k cheapest Samsung and even a tablet. I’ve already made video reviews for two of them, and I also have a separate written review for the tablet.
So it wasn’t mine—it belonged to my brother. I only used it to test it out, and I had already been researching it before finalizing the purchase. So far, everything has been great. The camera quality is excellent.
And here are the Lazada standardized comments about its performance:
Expandable storage up to 2TB. (lets you insert a memory card (usually a microSD) to add extra space.)
✔️Keeps your phone running faster by not filling up internal memory.
DUAL SIM with 5G Gigabit support. (Can connect to high-speed 5G networks.)
✔️Better network flexibility.
✔️Faster browsing, streaming, and downloads.
5000 mAh battery for long usage. (5000 milliamp-hours (mAh) means the phone can last a long time on a single charge.
✔️ All-day battery life even with heavy use
✔️ Longer standby time
✔️ Less frequent charging
Minimalistic OS:
✔️ Clean design
✔️ Simple menus and layouts
✔️ No confusing extras
✔️ Easier to use for daily tasks
A minimalistic OS focuses on usefulness and speed, not clutter.
No Bloatware:
(Bloatware means pre-installed apps that you don’t want and can’t remove.)
No bloatware means:
✔️ Fewer unnecessary apps
✔️ More storage saved
✔️ Faster performance
✔️ More control over what apps you keep
Clear camera fluid display.
Clear display — sharp, bright screen with good colors.
Fluid experience — smooth animations and responsiveness.
✔️ Colors look accurate
✔️ Movements and transitions feel smooth
✔️ Better quality experience overall
Responsive of opening apps and software.
(Phone reacts quickly when you open apps or switch between tasks.)
✔️ Apps launch fast
✔️ Smooth multitasking
✔️ Less lagging or freezing
This often comes from good hardware (CPU/RAM) + optimized software.
Camera:
50MP for the main cam,
✔️ Higher megapixels let you crop images without losing clarity.
50MP for Telephoto (Detailed when zooming.)
16MP for Front cam
✔️ Sharp, clear selfies.
✔️ Good for social media and video chats.
✔️ High enough resolution for background blur (portrait selfies)
And 8MP Ultra-wide cam:
✔️ Wider angles mean you can fit more into the frame
✔️ Great for scenic shots or architecture
✔️ Slightly lower MP but useful for context and space
CMF by Nothing is the accessible, colorful sub-brand, focusing on core design and value, while Nothing is the premium parent brand, known for innovative transparent designs and higher specs. By Ai Google.
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| New price as of now. |
My emergency phone, a Redmi, was bought for ₱13,000 at a mall. We later realized that there was an additional ₱3,000 markup for the so-called down payment, even though the SRP is only around ₱10,000.
Due to extreme stress at the time, I went ahead and bought it anyway—and regretted it later. Huh. How stupid.
Better be vigilant in any upcoming promo dates, because even Apple can be discounted at 90%.
So yeah, getting ₱18k-level specs for only ₱12k? The Nothing CMF Phone 2 Pro is a sure win.
Dear Carla Abellana, you posted something about a dog you had to be buried in and you said to us that be that someone —that someone who will take the initiative of rescuing. Like don't hope for somebody to do it, because you're that "someone". I failed thrice. I can't do anything except to ask for help to our barangay and pray. They even failed for the second time too. I cannot contain them. I don't own the place where I currently live. I don't have the decision power to do so. We have 2 dogs that might get infected from the new guy, but I left her there trembling in agony. She was in pain from the hit and run orange trycycle in our street. At the very moment I was leaving the house, every rider and witness stopped to see if the dog was okay. Everyone left when she ran away, but I followed her. She has a few cuts, but she looks fine: neat, and clean. I thought maybe she was owned by somebody. I didn't know what to do, so I left there on the pavement as I had to run some errands. Though, I get back to check her again. She seemed so strong, but a few hours later that night, that's the moment I saw her shaking. She's not okay. What I did is to ask for help to our Barangay Facebook messenger. Left my name, my address and a picture of complaint. There was a template to follow. It’s difficult not to notice that the page had time to post promotional content, yet a basic concern sent through the same page remained unaddressed. Mine was way 3 hours early. "DAPAT TALAGA INA-ABOLISH NA ANG LGU-Barangay System." (For which I always see this in the news feed.) Why did I have to include this infamous statement?! In the United States of America, a single 911 phone call from a witness can lead to charges against a person who committed a crime or allow authorities to respond immediately to negligence. It is easy, fast, and smooth. Police respond right away, and no paperwork is required before action is taken. You know why I didn’t call 122 or 911? Because they will almost always tell you to go back to the barangay if the incident involves people who live in the same barangay. And lastly, there's no punishment when the driver hit a "stray dog". Yes! Poor animals. Now, they didn’t even bother to verify if the crime that was reported had really been committed. I am an interested witness. A part of a government who doesn't take the initiative of pursuing a case. Requests from certain individuals were acted upon, while other complaints were not acknowledged despite being submitted earlier. These experiences raised concerns for me about how requests are prioritized. I once saw them post about a free check-up program that requires few attendees, and it was posted just an hour before closing. So the list is probably already filled up yesterday or even a week earlier. Seeing frequent posts about activities and awards, while unresolved complaints remained unanswered, raised concerns for me about how the page’s priorities are reflected. Well of course for formality. You see, I was that somebody in that moment, but I failed to be that somebody. I don't even have extra funds. If I do, our dogs need immediate care too. Molly has epileptic seizure and hip displaxia. What I know is that dog was 100 percent owned by somebody, because she's too tidy and well kept. The LGU is the only one I can think of that’s supposed to help meet the community’s basic needs. They could have posted about it and looked for the owner. But all I did was try to control my anger in our chats. It was already midnight, and they didn’t even bother to check my complaint. Welcome to the Third World style of leadership. From the top down to the lowest level. Well you were rich kasi. It's just so easy to decide. A lot of animal shelters are on the verge of shutting down because they can’t manage anymore. One shelter said they could raise ₱61,000 a month from subscribers to support 1,000 rescued cats and dogs, and that amount would be enough for them to survive. Imagine, based on a political analyst’s calculation of the ongoing corruption in the DPWH: if they can steal billions of pesos in a year, that means they’re actually stealing about ₱2.7 million a day. A fookin day! 61k lang kaya na in month for 1000 rescues. I didn't do my best. I'm still a failure. She was there alone as I wrote this at 22:57. They say not to depend on the government, especially if you’re living in a messed-up country. But I still have wishes. I wish to strengthen the Animal Welfare Act. I wish for government funding for all legitimate animal shelters, especially those that have been rescuing for more than five years. Just to prove their credibility and dedication. And one long-time wish: to finally find somewhere where my furrypets are safe. This country was never my home. This experience stayed with me and influences how I view prioritization of complaints today.
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Dear Mother Earth, I’m sorry. This is a test of failed vibration—I chose this. Speaking of energy, vibration, and frequency, the power of synchronicity is just too strong for me. I posted something about braking for animals with the caption, “Brake, like you’re licensed to drive. Duh!” And VIOLA, RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY FACE! The universe tested me the very next day. Furthermore, ... guess what! The Civil Service Commission has introduced a new way of granting eligibility for LGUs. The SK officials will receive theirs after just a minimum of three years in service. It's way too unfair for a private individual needs to pass the hard exam of CSE just to be promoted or even get hired. During the pandemic, my brother and I were listed for Pfizer vaccination. We waited for several hours, but were eventually told to go home. Later, we learned that the available Pfizer doses had already been given out and the supply was exhausted, so we were not vaccinated that day despite being on the list. Afterward, we heard from people in our area that some individuals had already received Pfizer even though they were not on the original list. This information came from personal conversations, not from official records. Because of this, questions naturally arose for us about how the distribution was handled. However, we do not know the full details of what happened internally. To end the great despair they have caused me, I do not want to generalize everyone in that barangay. They have also done good things. However, when you are in public service, there is no such thing as “We're just people, learning from mistakes.” Perfection must be applied. There is a clear distinction between situations meant for learning and those that demand accountability.
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If you can internalize what I mean, this is not a regular complaint that can simply be adjusted through a suggestion box. A crime has already been perfected. Negligence was witnessed by many, and lives were at stake. These are not just pests roaming around our community.
They still ignored me and did nothing further. That is still wrong. Whoever handled that public Facebook page so irresponsibly, along with the other incompetent public servants involved—justice and karma never sleep.
Civil Service Eligibility is a must to every person who employed in public service. It's a test for someone who fits in greater responsibility. When this is ignored, public trust is destroyed, which made me feel so disillusioned that I'd already now loathe and leave this place. It is deeply saddening that someone who has lived here for decades is now itching to get the hell out. This experience during the pandemic is one of several instances where I felt concerns about how lower government functions.
This country is truly a wonder of “backward progress.” So many applicants are doing their very best to pass the exam. Some have been trying for over ten years, taking it multiple times just to qualify for a decent position. And many passers still can’t even get a government job. The problem is obvious, and we all know who’s suffering. The voiceless. Should I file a case for the driver and hope for the barangay to assist me? The results were very clear. I can't manage to have my own animal shelter. I was thinking about it too but —I'm probably a "nobody". I don't know; I just can't. I write for my frustrations, my story and my experience, but what I do know is I possess some powerful karma. I can even sense how things can unfold. I don't do spells; I only pray. Karma will serve tenfold. Pray hard driver. Swear to my highest vibration that it will happen. Not just this current situation, but even their past for I am certain of a revelation. Now I leave her that night and I knew she's still there. "I pray for you to get home and be healed." I'm not just ready but this is the start of becoming somebody.
Just journalling.
Update: Seen since Friday (October 11, 2025, 22:09 PM). By Monday, three days later, there was still no reply up to now.
"Bawat segundo lumilipas mayroong biktima ang nawawalan ng karapatan (RIGHTS), proteksyon, kaayusan (ORDER), tiwala (TRUST), kinabukasan (FUTURE), at hustisya (JUSTICE) dahilan sa wala, outdated, o mahinang batas." - by me.
Please be advice that the title is meant for the Philippine law. When the victim died, the alleged murderer can still be bailed out. There are several cities who already made their initiatives like Angeles City for "no kill shelter" in their pound and Cebu City for catch, vaccine, neuter and return; (CVNR) Program.
Another case of animal cruelty I found on social media. Yes, I do not have personal knowledge of the crime, but this awful content-creator wannabe proudly shared the video in multiple public groups, including Buy & Sell groups, purely to gain engagement—views, popularity, and possible earnings.
Here's the quick story:
Many people witnessed this video. Including myself, I tagged and commented on PAWS, DENR, Grace Poe, and Norman Marquez, and I even asked for help from a well-known blogger page. Only one responded—Sir Norman Marquez and his team. They provided me with guidelines on how to report an animal cruelty case and educated me about animal welfare laws.
Unfortunately, as witnesses—especially just netizens who have no personal knowledge of the crime, did not witness the incident live, and only saw a video uploaded on social media—our evidence alone is not considered sufficient or fully admissible in court.
Please keep in mind na I obtained the video from FB social media as a public post. Kaya pansinin ang shares, that content-creator wannabe did that. As a witness, the uploader shared it nga to public groups and that's the reason it popped out in our news feed. Lots of people even commented, "IGNORANCE OF THE LAW EXCUSES NO ONE." Hindi lang po strays, aso, or pusa ang sakop ng (R.A. Animal Welfare Act, as amended), even farm animals are covered and must be handled with proper care, ethical, and legal procedures. Of course, if you chose to be a PUBLIC FIGURE or a content creator, you are accepting opinions from the public from your works and this is my response to them.
Based on the video, I think it's a snake—mating. After most of us commented and tagged authorities to report it, they blocked me — and likely blocked others. I do not know whether it was truly this person and their friends, who were laughing in the video and who mutilated the snake. Upon checking their content, some of thier posts appear to be 100% stolen from other vloggers. ("Stolen or Nakaw na videos" came from typical term for no originality works for their content.) For this reason, we are protecting this person’s identity, as they could have helped by reporting where they even got it and by revealing the true murderers behind the scene. So we're wrong to quickly judge this content creator. (The dialect was recognized to what country is this.) However, if it was truly them and their accomplices, it is utterly nauseating that seemingly grown adults would find entertainment in torturing an animal and on the other hand, for content creator who find it amusing? —Nakakadiri!
The Data Privacy Act (RA 10173) mainly protects personal data that is private, confidential, or restricted, not information intentionally exposed to the public.
*Even if you didn’t blur the uploader, consent is implied because they shared it publicly.
Use social media to educate and to embody a good role model for the next generation. Be a good citizen for the future of our country. If you like entertainment, yes—you may—but not like this.
https://youtube.com/shorts/cqJTX2OJvVI?si=uKlzTyq9jxwLrBa5
A.I. Google Overview
{The main animal welfare law in the Philippines is Republic Act 8485 (Animal Welfare Act of 1998), which prohibits cruelty, neglect, and torture, regulating animal care, trade, and research, later strengthened by RA 10631 (2013) with stricter penalties and pet owner responsibilities like registration and vaccination, establishing a framework for humane treatment but facing implementation gaps that prompt ongoing legislative efforts for a more robust law.
Key Provisions of RA 8485 & 10631:
Prohibition of Cruelty: Makes it illegal to torture, neglect, or maltreat animals, including prohibiting dog/horse fighting. ....}
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https://elibrary.judiciary.gov.ph/thebookshelf/showdocs/2/58330
This advocacy journal is made is for PUBLIC AWARENESS, A PUBLIC INTEREST for the welfare of our society. A CALL for the law makers. A voice for the voiceless. No intention of demafing an alleged abuser, but a justice I can give for this case that will never be ever heard. I tried to reach out. I volunteered to make things legally right. My screenshots are not admissable for the court.
“Some of them are stealing 1 billion peso a year. More than. And if you're stealing 1 billion a year, you're stealing ₱2.7 million a day,” - Mayor Benjamin Magdalo
Imagine an animal shelter that can support and manage 700 dogs and 300 cats through its subscribers, accumulating ₱61,000 a month. (Based on their estimated amount but could be inaccurate.) You see, if only we had laws that truly protect them—especially through proper budget allocation—we could save countless living creatures. Amending the law to strengthen protection and impose harsher punishment is the first step toward instilling discipline. Sadly, some people do not know right and wrong until a case is filed or a conviction is made.
See, every second that passes, there is a victim of poor laws—someone who lacks rights, protection, and receives only a limited amount of justice.
As of December 16, 2025, there is an update on the case of Axle, the American Bully who was brutally beaten to death simply for urinating. The Philippine National Police (PNP) of Sandanga Municipal Station has made a final decision to pursue the case for the third time, after the dog’s owner refused to continue filing the case in exchange for ₱100,000. The owner himself is corrupt. It is the voiceless who do not want to be hurt or to die. If only they could speak, they would fight back. It was the murderer who caused the loss of life through a dangerous act—one that may be linked to dark impulsiveness that must be addressed. When ignored, this behavior endangers everyone, not just animals.
Thank God, Axle, Justice is on its way!
"He who is cruel to animals becomes hard also in his dealings with men. We can judge the heart of a man by his treatment of animals." - Immanuel Kant
People of the world, would you let someone who have done unbearable acts in liberty? To live with public? In psychology, a deterrence theory, If criminals think there’s only a slim chance they will be caught, even very harsh punishments are ineffective as a deterrent.
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https://nij.ojp.gov/library/publications/five-things-about-deterrence?utm_source=chatgpt.com
"Visible, certain consequences — especially a real likelihood of being caught — are what reduce crime."
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https://nij.ojp.gov/topics/articles/five-things-about-deterrence
In simply explanation: Deterrence theory (Nagin; NIJ): people are less likely to reoffend if they believe they will be caught/punished — if consequences are absent or uncertain, the deterrent effect weakens and repeat offending becomes more likely.
I can’t let this video pass in silence. If others can move on, I simply cannot, because I am deeply concerned for the well-being of our nature. I even became a 100% vegetarian for almost two years. However, my health declined severely, so I had to include white meat and simple protein-based foods such as butter, eggs, cheese, and milk. I am grateful that I stopped eating red meat entirely. That is how serious I am about this. Animals are friends, not food.
> “All identifying information has been intentionally obscured. This post focuses on the act shown, not on any individual: To strengthen the law, to protect animals welfare and to educate weak-minded." Last reminder: This story is not to target the content creator. The Facebook profile was shown just to elaborate the entire story primarily on the education about being a responsible public figure and to show some of its creations are borrowed, not originally edited. This is an advocacy writing. The fight for the abuse and to call the attention of our lawmakers to amend a better law for all of us. The maximum penalty for animal cruelty is only three years, and it is bailable even if the animal victim is already dead.
Rest in peace poor snake.
(I don't think the snake will survive for long.)
P.s. What happened to Axle can happen here. This case can be filed because there is an actual victim who died. Justice and Karma never sleep.
Update for January 24, 2025.
Justice for Cooper. Beaten on an alleged rabid Labrador dog. A vendor killed it.
"Hindi dahilan ang KA-MANGMANGAN, di nakapagaral o mababaw lang ang natapos para makaligtas ka sa batas o ticket para pum*tay. "IGNORANCE TO THE LAW EXCUSES NO ONE." Beaten due to salivating baka daw marabies siya, eh normal sa aso maglaway kahit GSD namin." - by me.
Anyways, a drafted post was about a bad business strategy when we were given 4 pcs of wings per flavor on our last plate instead of the regular 3 on the initial orders. So we received 8 for 2 flavors. Our perspective at that moment went wild, like, “Is this even greed?” Because we were so full and we just couldn’t anymore. We even said that to the server. Why?! Because it’s ₱20 each wing for leftover food. (₱30, I guess, for rice, and we had 2 cups.)
Until—gladly!—I figured it out. My mistake. It was literally 4 because they were small wings! They were so small that they looked thin without the “ball” on them. You know what I’m saying? 🤣 Not the typical wing we knew. (So I Googled it.) No drumette—just the tip and the wingette. So it’s all good. On the contrary, you’d hate them if it was just 3 and super thin. I thought negatively of them. Beg your pardon.
Ahh! I’m so happy that I reflect on each and every journey I walk through. There was a sign though—this chubby content creator went to Iloilo and made a destructive comment about her café experience. So I researched and reviewed, thinking maybe I was wrong. And I was. I saw one of their customers who received the very first order from the long bowl of 4 flavored wings. That long fancy plate was the very first order for 4 flavors before you can ask to refill for the limit of 2 flavors, and another 2 flavors, and another. It was truly small.
To reflect on this:
First, social media isn’t a place for whining and complaining. Address the issue with the management. It could be a misunderstanding. Knowing they made a pretty famous system—they have branches already.
Second, your experience could be different from other customers. So be very mindful with your words.
Lastly, no matter how right and truthful you are, halt. Think again. You may express your opinion; it’s fine. You may also acknowledge an alternative perspective. Sometimes offering the other side, even though you’re opposed to it, gives openness and fairness.
It was a month of stupid and egoistic trauma because we thought we were being strategized by their marketing and made a lengthy critique for it. 😅 We outgrew it. We think better now. 😇 There wasn’t even a problem at all. But please, yung sanitation officer sana hindi kayo matsambahan.
So, in the end, we almost gave up. We didn’t ask if we were going to pay ₱30 for a very small wing if we didn’t finish it. We didn’t have the information. Furthermore, rules are rules. Still, we won. We just walked around and drank soda to ease the pain.
All flavors were good—delicious and unique. Mostly mouth-watering flavors lalo na yung signature name. Good job! Budget-friendly. Perfect for everyone: family, friends, food trip, celebrations, and fun.
Except the Bistek Tagalog. It wasn’t good if you tried it at the very last part. It’ll ruin the entire course. You can try it on the first order; the spice is too strong. And maybe there’s one thing I could say I truly hate: when I say I don’t like spicy-hot, please don’t. I am allergic. I have hemorrhoids, IBS (irritable bowel syndrome), and other allergy problems. I said this twice and they failed twice—giving me the Lechon flavor and the Bistek Tagalog. Good thing the Garlic Mayo flavor has a thick mayo dressing. I had to dump it all over to remove the coating.
I just wonder—why don’t I have a vlog for this experience like I used to? I have my YouTube channel. I still do it as a hobby and I’m honest in my reviews. Yeahhhhh! Why on earth didn’t I vlog this experience? Why oh why?! 🤔
Update: They change location. Just around nearby España too.
There are things to consider when you're about to gamble something. It can be used in good situations like for fun or for investment. But when it comes to lifestyle, how does gambling can affect your life?
The first thing to consider is your gambling your "OWN MONEY". How pathetic of you if we are to include someone else's. Anyway, that isn't gambling, it's stealing. 😉
Entertainment plays such as Casinos, Bingos, Peryehan, or even this intraining-Kiddie-future-sugarols Amusement is part of the Economy, but inevitable temptation that can hurt you. You can't simply avoid having fun, enjoying a little while and probably, aiming for great luck to win big. In my discipline, these are my views in budgeting our money.
Always make up your mind on how much you'll be spending especially in Casinos. If you lose, it's fine, just enjoy the party, have free unlimited drinks, and feel like you just spend your weekend night out in a bar. You'll probably won't be spending thousands, right?!
For family or amusement games, you're totally spending your money just to have fun and to play a game. Do not expect your tickets will be as same value as your money being spent. You'll get hurt once you start computing. But here in Timezone, prizes are way too expensive for Divisoria valued items. We can convert it into Meal vouchers and have it outside instead. We had fun, made memories, enhanced our critical strategic abilities (gamers know) and were delighted with dinner.
And please the crucial part. Stop when you're getting frustrated. The more you're losing, the more you're being challenged into winning. It will drain "your hard earned money" (not someone's like parents, sugar daddys or investors.🤣) Remember, energy attracts same energy you already exert.
So Play well. Have fun. Enjoy life. Win more by being wise in handling your finances. 😉
#casino #financialliteracy #gambling #MoneyWise #financialfreedom #finance #financialplanning #budgetfriendly #audit #budgeting #budgetingtips
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| TANTO -Taste of Asia Tanay, Rizal |
It's November 2, 2025, and we have visited this place multiple times already. It wasn’t supposed to be a story to tell, but it’s worth sharing. Yes, I don't care what people could say about it because clearly, this is an egoistic response from the people's low-class energy around that area. But before that, do note that we don't know if they live here or are just visitors to the cemetery as well. As you can see, I have Blogspot, and it simply describes my unique experience. And therefore, I take it as an uplifting and advantageous experience.
I decided to wear my white ethereal dress. It's not a gown, but for the average-minded people, they see it as a laughing stock — a costume. Though the fabric might say it and the weight, if you look closely, it's simply a dress. In everybody's naked eye, it's really eye-catching and intriguing due to the shiny reflective sequins hanging on it. Oh, I love it. This is my favourite dress among them all.
I began loving ethereal, medieval, vintage, or classic clothing for its elegance, grace, and beauty. I was hoarding it from anywhere I could buy. So at home, family hysterically hated it. Any words could define how embarrassing I was. I don't mind. I find it perfect.
These days are about the soul, prayers, heaven, the saints, and being solemn. I still didn't mind them even when I was checking other clothes as an alternative. My decision was solid and firm. I bought it in the first place to wear as my ordinary thing, not to wait for a special event. I've been following vintage fanatics online, and they're usually white people. Why can't it be done here?
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And now, after hours of the trip going to Boso-Boso PUBLIC Cemetery. The usual average and natural Filipino character is to be judgemental, like censorious to anything they find different from their usual level. My mom was the first to blurt it out. She saw me for the first time when I was standing outside the car. We picked her up from the grocery. And there she is, loud and boastful. Hysterically laughing and criticizing.
People began looking at me, and one woman couldn't help smiling hard. Can't even blame her. She was carried away by my mother's prideful mouth. But as I carried on, I was with my mixed emotions of “I-love-my-awakened-me,-I-don't-care-thing vs They're-looking-at-me.” I love my dress. I chose this, and I move forward.
Of course I pretended not to see everything but, with a personality like me who loves psychology, philosophy, and personality development books — energy doesn't lie. They're so effin hooked up. My white dress is perfect for this solemn event. The cemetery and the church. By the way, it's so effin hot, the color of my dress gave me an even lighter feeling. Just right.
After visiting the cemetery for our relatives, the low-breeding people who have a limited point of view in the world due to lack of knowledge are even so obvious. Ooh! Ouch! Am I that butthurt to collapse into their low-class vibration for identifying them with such wordies? 🤔🙄🤪 Carry on.
By the way, I would like to add, the painter who offers service for refurnishing the plate keep on shouting at us, "SAAN KAYO MA'AM", "Doon po yung PRIVATE". Yes kuya, we heard you several times. My dress and your voice are the signs. We DON'T REALLY BELONG HERE.
People keep on poking or getting someone's attention to stare at me and criticise. Like hey! Am I just gotten out of the crypt wearing a gown? Is that what it's all about? Poor little creature. They don't have anything new to discover in their small circle.
It happened at the exit of the road going out. The 2 boys trying their best to talk behind my back wearing a boxer short undergarment — seriously outside of the house? I don't know. And one family wearing rainbow colors which disgustingly matched up to their fashion.
Yes, you… all of you, and especially the 2 young ladies in front of me as I got inside the car. Yes, both of you. Mind-reading each other and laughing. I will never forget how you reacted. I was like you before. Foolish and loud. As I began to shift my character by enhancing it from seminars, books, and online courses, I silently apologized to everyone I encountered on how disgracefully I acted upon them. It was a loathing experience and I heavily regretted it.
So, do not forget me this day. When you age, you'll see why, and piece of advice: read books — the more reading materials, the better. And I even realized something good from this one: that I AM GRATEFUL for what I currently have right now. Simple and plain. Unique but elegant. White or black. Not levelling with the "people like you." Not speaking the way you breathe. Not manifesting the way you say. Or not living your kind of world. I am already a winner for this one.
As a matter of fact, I was really imagining like I am just brought back to sleep. No wonder I attracted people with twisted minds on this. I manipulated them into negative thinking. Oops, my bad. Sorry not sorry.
The hell my fam is forcing me to wear like the younger generation. Baggy clothes? Gym outfit? Jogging pants? Long dresses are not really for this kind of people. Such a no-no for old-money fashion. Shirt and pants, especially the multi-colour match-up. 🤮 Hey, would you please not go outside of your house looking like fresh from the batcha laundry.
How even sad I am that I have to write this one. But my frequency bounced everyone's vibration they threw at me. I never regretted it at all. I am even satisfied with what happened the rest of my day.
The church was fine. Too modest for my angelic shiny outfit. Everyone's energy was neutral as we changed location. No sign of disrespect from the people. Clearly, God doesn't like us to be judgemental but He would be grimaced at them. How? In deeper philosophy, the true God is our subconscious mind, and the 3rd law of motion will apply. Their level of mind didn’t attract the immaculate house of God.
Then I even realized more. I was really planning a good dress for my Café Vlog in Tanay. I brought back my confidence as I walked down from the car. It is certain that we came so far, and we wanted to extend our trip to somewhere nicer and fancier for relaxation. I will vlog that on my YouTube channel.
Wait. It's a place of deep respect and acceptance. It was a Authentic Japanese restaurant — TANTO. The chef was Japanese. And so the overall ambience is better. Once again, energy doesn't lie. They don't mind how I look, for it was totally nothing and ordinary. Such my people and my connection — or rather my “WOOORLD.”
We don't care about others' businesses. Weee, kind of people, mind our own doing, for time is precious to waste on low-class frequency. How I loved it. They don't care about me, and I don't as well. Freely in my own world where it aligns. I belong.
Lola and to my relatives — Lolo, cousin, and uncle. We were planning to put you in a more decent final resting place. Where cleanliness, purity, and ethereal are present. We will place you in a much better, high-standard energy in your circle of environment. No wonder my being is not welcoming in such a place. Since you left us with one humble abode, we have to sell it, you deserve a decent and private home as well.
Change the energy to change the environment. I wonder how heavenly it will be as I walk to that open greenery park with my aura. Oh! Ethereal.
Had to intensely cleanse my entire self for a salt bath. Ugh!
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